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LunarPlays

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Hello everyone, I am LunarPlays, or Emily. Some of you may have known me as ylime01. When the name change came out, I changed my name to LunarPlays. I was just looking around the forums, and saw Shelby's post about 549 days in pictures. I read the captions to some of the pictures in the thread, then went to the imgur link, where she had more pictures of her time on MCGamer. I was looking through this and truly realized how great this community is. I have wanted to become moderator, and be a bigger part of the community for a while now, but only recently turned 14. That post made me really want to be a bigger part of the community, even more than I already really did. After looking at that post though, it made me see just how amazing it must be to be a part of the staff, having people always look up to you, and look to you for help. I would love to feel that and become moderator, but I messed up, and got banned.

I made a ban dispute today and hopefully it gets pardoned, but I really wanted to apologize. Just starting to write this is bringing so much guilt out, and lifting a weight off my shoulders. I got banned for Abuse [First Offense]. This happened in early December of 2014. Before that ban and around that time, I used to play Survival Games on MCGamer a lot while I wasn't in a good mood. This caused me to lash out so easily, for the stupidest things. So I was fighting Mr_Gears, and basically ended up losing to him. He was using the bow a lot, and I don't remember exactly what I said but it was something that I regretted saying as soon as I said it. If I could go back and change things, I never would have said that, or so many other immature rude things I've said.

A lot have things that were causing me to be in a bad mood at that time are over now, and I have changed since that ban. I don't think I've really said anything to harass another player since then, and I am happy about that. I am not saying I didn't deserve that ban, because I completely did. I take full responsibility for my actions, and I will never do anything like it again. Ever since I said those words, even before he reported me and I got banned, I felt terrible. All I am asking is that you guys can forgive me for my immature actions.

I would love to become staff and be a bigger part of the community, helping people and making a difference on a server you care about every day must feel great. Even if I never get accepted as staff, I will continue to play on MCGamer and love it. I am so happy that I am making this thread, it is making me feel so much better. No matter what happens, I just hope some people can find it in them to forgive me, and that would make me feel amazing.

As for Mr_Gears, I am really sorry. I honestly don't think you would remember me, but I feel terrible for what I said to you, and I hope most of all that you can forgive me, if you even see this.

Thank you all,

- Emily / LunarPlays / ylime01
 

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I respect you a lot for making this thread and apologizing for what you've done. Good luck with your dispute.
 

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Hello everyone, I am LunarPlays, or Emily. Some of you may have known me as ylime01. When the name change came out, I changed my name to LunarPlays. I was just looking around the forums, and saw Shelby's post about 549 days in pictures. I read the captions to some of the pictures in the thread, then went to the imgur link, where she had more pictures of her time on MCGamer. I was looking through this and truly realized how great this community is. I have wanted to become moderator, and be a bigger part of the community for a while now, but only recently turned 14. That post made me really want to be a bigger part of the community, even more than I already really did. After looking at that post though, it made me see just how amazing it must be to be a part of the staff, having people always look up to you, and look to you for help. I would love to feel that and become moderator, but I messed up, and got banned.

I made a ban dispute today and hopefully it gets pardoned, but I really wanted to apologize. Just starting to write this is bringing so much guilt out, and lifting a weight off my shoulders. I got banned for Abuse [First Offense]. This happened in early December of 2014. Before that ban and around that time, I used to play Survival Games on MCGamer a lot while I wasn't in a good mood. This caused me to lash out so easily, for the stupidest things. So I was fighting Mr_Gears, and basically ended up losing to him. He was using the bow a lot, and I don't remember exactly what I said but it was something that I regretted saying as soon as I said it. If I could go back and change things, I never would have said that, or so many other immature rude things I've said.

A lot have things that were causing me to be in a bad mood at that time are over now, and I have changed since that ban. I don't think I've really said anything to harass another player since then, and I am happy about that. I am not saying I didn't deserve that ban, because I completely did. I take full responsibility for my actions, and I will never do anything like it again. Ever since I said those words, even before he reported me and I got banned, I felt terrible. All I am asking is that you guys can forgive me for my immature actions.

I would love to become staff and be a bigger part of the community, helping people and making a difference on a server you care about every day must feel great. Even if I never get accepted as staff, I will continue to play on MCGamer and love it. I am so happy that I am making this thread, it is making me feel so much better. No matter what happens, I just hope some people can find it in them to forgive me, and that would make me feel amazing.

As for Mr_Gears, I am really sorry. I honestly don't think you would remember me, but I feel terrible for what I said to you, and I hope most of all that you can forgive me, if you even see this.

Thank you all,

- Emily / LunarPlays / ylime01
Being able to take responsibility of your actions is the first step to becoming a better person. Like you, I also like to post threads about how I am feeling about specific situations because I feel like it is the only way for me to get my point across and I am able to think more clearly afterwards. I am proud of you and this was a great read. This is the beginning of a new beginning and I wish you the best of luck in your future! :)
 

LunarPlays

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I respect you a lot for making this thread and apologizing for what you've done. Good luck with your dispute.
Being able to take responsibility of your actions is the first step to becoming a better person. Like you, I also like to post threads about how I am feeling about specific situations because I feel like it is the only way for me to get my point across and I am able to think more clearly afterwards. I am proud of you and this was a great read. This is the beginning of a new beginning and I wish you the best of luck in your future! :)
Thank you both so much. It means a lot. :) <3
 

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I was there at the ends of your position. I miss talking with you Luna <3
 

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I'm very impressed that you've come to your senses, and have realized your mistake you have made in the past. It's not easy to apologize, I'm very impressed. You've showed that you are really sorry, and you hope for a better future. I wish you the best of luck for your dispute, and I hope Mr_Gears reads this message. I hope to see you as moderator on these servers one day. Best of luck.

~Twitchyy.
 

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Just one thing I can say...

Faith in MCGamer Restored xD
 

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The amount of times Gears was tagged in this thread is over 9,000!11!!!

To be more on topic... It's nice to see people who are sorry for their actions and willing to make a change, it's people like you who I can respect a little more for recognizing what you did wrong and fixing it c:
 

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Although I don't recall you and I ever fighting (Had to recall every fight I've had) I feel you have no need to say sorry to me. I've been it all and been where you're standing right now and it can be a little depressing at times. Whatever happened between us was over a video game and like most video games, there will be trash talking and other things. You seem like a great person and shouldn't be labeled by a mistake.

I hope everything works out for you and if you need anything, don't hesitate to send me a DM or anything.
 

LunarPlays

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Although I don't recall you and I ever fighting (Had to recall every fight I've had) I feel you have no need to say sorry to me. I've been it all and been where you're standing right now and it can be a little depressing at times. Whatever happened between us was over a video game and like most video games, there will be trash talking and other things. You seem like a great person and shouldn't be labeled by a mistake.

I hope everything works out for you and if you need anything, don't hesitate to send me a DM or anything.
Thank you so much. You don't know how much this means to me, and I feel so much better about everything now. So glad that we're good. :)
 

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