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Hey guys, Huahwi here and we're back with another vid-
Wait, what? Nah, just joking around here.
This thread is regarding my resignation. As you guys may know, I resigned October 16th for really no reason at all. I used "MCSG is declining" as my reason, which is just totally stupid. Now on an honest scale, yes the server is falling under a bit - that's just factual information. On a more personal level, I really just nerve resigned. I had one bad thought about the server while I was on leave, I messaged Razz, and boom - I was officially free of my duties within minutes. That's one of the worst decisions I've made online. I honestly do want to come back as a Moderator. After playing on the server for a few days, I've remembered how much fun I had as a Mod, and just as a player.
I attempted to use my 3 day grace period which all staff are granted upon resignation, and unfortunately - the administrators decided to decline my grace period. Why? Well, the night I resigned, let's just say I took to Twitter HARD core on Chad. Why? I was just generally in a "roast fest" mood, a mood where you're like "I don't care, I'll say what I want."
After reviewing my actions, and removing those tweets - I realized I messed up and I was wrong about Chad, the admins, and most importantly - the community, players, and hard working staff team. I was very hostile that night, and for plenty of those who are friends with me outside the forums, I'm normally not like that at all. I genuinely, honest to god, don't know what triggered that behavior.
Now, this thread is not me pleading for forgiveness from the admins, nor to those who I was a -snip- to, I'm just asking for a second chance here. This is also not a thread for my grace period declining to be reconsidered; no, I don't ask that of you.
All I want to say is - resigning was a horrible decision, and a stun move I should NOT have done.
So in specifics - I'd like to apologize to NagolGames, Amber, RiskIt and Seth/Girls for my outrageous and horrendous behavior on Twitter that night.
Along with that, I'd like to apologize to Chad, the entire staff base, and our wonderful community.
And last but sure as hell not least - congratulations to all the trial Senior Moderator's in this batch.
I will be reapplying for my moderator position whenever I feel the time is right. At the current minute, I feel I'd be declined based on my previous actions, so I will just let things cool and calm down a bit here.
I hope you all can see where I'm coming from / came from. I apologize.
Only the best -- Shiv.
Wait, what? Nah, just joking around here.
This thread is regarding my resignation. As you guys may know, I resigned October 16th for really no reason at all. I used "MCSG is declining" as my reason, which is just totally stupid. Now on an honest scale, yes the server is falling under a bit - that's just factual information. On a more personal level, I really just nerve resigned. I had one bad thought about the server while I was on leave, I messaged Razz, and boom - I was officially free of my duties within minutes. That's one of the worst decisions I've made online. I honestly do want to come back as a Moderator. After playing on the server for a few days, I've remembered how much fun I had as a Mod, and just as a player.
I attempted to use my 3 day grace period which all staff are granted upon resignation, and unfortunately - the administrators decided to decline my grace period. Why? Well, the night I resigned, let's just say I took to Twitter HARD core on Chad. Why? I was just generally in a "roast fest" mood, a mood where you're like "I don't care, I'll say what I want."
After reviewing my actions, and removing those tweets - I realized I messed up and I was wrong about Chad, the admins, and most importantly - the community, players, and hard working staff team. I was very hostile that night, and for plenty of those who are friends with me outside the forums, I'm normally not like that at all. I genuinely, honest to god, don't know what triggered that behavior.
Now, this thread is not me pleading for forgiveness from the admins, nor to those who I was a -snip- to, I'm just asking for a second chance here. This is also not a thread for my grace period declining to be reconsidered; no, I don't ask that of you.
All I want to say is - resigning was a horrible decision, and a stun move I should NOT have done.
So in specifics - I'd like to apologize to NagolGames, Amber, RiskIt and Seth/Girls for my outrageous and horrendous behavior on Twitter that night.
Along with that, I'd like to apologize to Chad, the entire staff base, and our wonderful community.
And last but sure as hell not least - congratulations to all the trial Senior Moderator's in this batch.
I will be reapplying for my moderator position whenever I feel the time is right. At the current minute, I feel I'd be declined based on my previous actions, so I will just let things cool and calm down a bit here.
I hope you all can see where I'm coming from / came from. I apologize.
Only the best -- Shiv.
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